yesterday was so utterly crappy on both a personal and professional level that i went to bed at 8:30. yes, it was still light out. but i just couldn’t afford to think anymore. i am proud to admit that i didn’t cry– not once. but i really, really wanted to. but i told myself i would not shed anymore tears over him. i have to stop. i have to stop letting it hurt me. mostly i have to stop thinking that he’ll change his mind and see that i am wonderful. i’ve wasted more time and energy thinking about this than i should have.
in other news, Johnny Cash’s wife, June Carter Cash died. poor, poor johnny.
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June Carter Cash wrote the song “Ring of Fire”. It was a metaphorically laden ditty about falling in love with Johnny.
There is a wonderful book by Charles Hirshberg called “Will You Miss Me When I’m Gone?” that details the story of June’s grandparents & parents, the Carter Family.
Have I send you the song “Me & The Wildwood Rose” by Carlene Carter on any of the CDs?? It’s a wonderful telling of being on the road with Mother Maybelle and June, Anita & Sarah Carter.
I grew listening to this type of music, and even though its popularity has waned somewhat, I still listen to it. You think you have problems? Look at all that Johnny Cash has gone through. And now this…I hope he will be alright.