you ever have a friend just get sick of you? you cannot fathom why, just they don’t want anything to do with you anymore? i hate when that happens. it hurts my feelings. getting your feelings hurts sucks. i wonder what it is. i’ve asked and he won’t tell me. but something has changed and now he really wants nothing to do with me. it sucks. what sucks the most is he used to make me laugh and smile. we had so much fun, but now i can tell every sentence he utters towards me is a labor. he’s got way more important stuff to do than be my friend. i suck.