Hi Darling Ones, I’m struggling today. It’s alternately pissing me off and leaving me flat on my back staring up the ceiling fan while tears stream from my eyes. First of all, today is Sister…
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The COVID Diaires: A Fortress Around My Heart
Dear Darling Ones, I woke up this morning at 4:18 a.m., my entire body so tightly coiled that I was a bit surprised I could make myself so small. If it is possible to sleep…
The COVID Diaries: I am a Pocket Full of Kryptonite
Well, Darling Ones, I’m displeased to report that the infinite sadness has yet to abate. I did a lot of the same sadness-fighting steps as yesterday: slept 12 hours, ate eggs & hashbrowns, continued reading…
The COVID Diaries: Save Me, Ferris
Oh Darling Ones, I’m not doing well. I’m inconsolably sad and I can’t shake it. I’m doing all the things to shake sadness: slept 12 hours, ate my favorite comfort foods (eggs & hashbrowns), started…
The COVID Diaries: You’re an Interesting Person, She Said.
Dear Darling Ones, Today has been an annoying shit show. It’s one of those days where I have zero emotional capacity to deal with any minor inconvenience and there have been 828 minor inconveniences. I…
The COVID Diaries: Ceiling Fan in My Spoon
Hey Darling Ones, Today I am sad. Every thought I have is terrible and makes me cry. I spent a lot of time tipped over on the couch staring up at the ceiling fan trying…