a lady of leisure

yeah, so upon waking from my nap all of 12 minutes ago i’ve decided it’d be a very good idea to see a movie. i think i am off to partake in “life is a house.” before i do that, i must put on some pants and brush my hair. i hope it’s good. i hope it makes me cry. i am in the mood for a good cry movie and all that nonsense.

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11 Comments

  1. paragon of delusion 19.Nov.01 at 1:38 am

    you are a clod

    covered with dirt

    rolled in a heap of dust

    you are weak

    you are wallowing in

    shallow emotions

    you are a fool

    a schoolboy

    who still holds

    that foolish belief

    you are stupid

    who believes that

    you can change the world

    you dont take things

    as given

    you are vain

    your face shows the

    opposite of your shell

    you only want youth and beauty

    you are a poet

    you think that your pen

    writes your emotions

    your world is too dark

    for you to throw light

    on your paper sheet

    your a writer

    you write your complicated

    world,a very tragic world

    you dwell in your dark thoughts

    you try to live the day

    a hell like existence

    what am I?

    I am never

    said in words

    for I am me

    and me is

    unique to any

    description.

    another

  2. paragon of delusion 19.Nov.01 at 1:43 am

    lol :> my you… a clod?

    my tripod isnt working today so here i am throwing my works to your face.Utopian fantasy

    a sweet nightingale’s song

    verdant valleys

    wild flowers

    flourishing trees

    bunch of apples

    beautiful pixies

    pink and yerllow

    flying ,reveling

    serene river

    calm waves

    utopian fantasy for

    you

    a drumbeat of distraction

    stolid glen

    and parched earth

    skeleton of trees

    a molded trtees

    withered flowers

    baron thieves

    and lawless pawns

    pillaging and burning

    swarming

    flies and mice

    on dead bodies

    of hapless men

    and gothic children

    flooding and overflowing

    river of styx

    surrounding Hades

    a crowded garden

    a gulf of flasme

    on the bottom

    calamitous reality

    on the surface

    utopian fantasy for you

    spontaneous distraction for me

  3. paragon of delusion 19.Nov.01 at 1:58 am

    this site is cute

    it saves me from paranoia.

    just like utopia

    which is a fog of stupidity

    well i dont get it…call me dumb.

    but are my comments posted on the main page?

    you could laugh now and call me dumbo…anyway thanks for having someone to talk to even if you are not responding ….

  4. paragon of delusion 19.Nov.01 at 2:15 am

    you said

    “trust me”

    ok, i trusted you

    just like a trust

    condom you would be

    but Trust

    condoms have holes in it

    so all the

    milk of deceit

    and white of the

    blacxkest lies

    came pouring in

    impregnating the sac

    with the baby of lies

    lies of life

    breaths with in

    pulse of lies

    beats within

    that baby you cant deny!

    coz its there

    living

    and

    haunting your life

    i just sent you a content of my page..

    http://scythianstyx.tripod.com/paragonofdelusion/

  5. p[aragon of delusion 19.Nov.01 at 2:22 am

    what do you think ? am i going crazy?

    see iam fancying you as my bride…

    The Bride

    You are regal tonight

    my pride

    you look as if i am

    in a heavenly trance

    your yellow tresses

    cascading soflty

    by your side

    the elegant gown

    perfectly done

    the laceyfolds

    and the silky sheen

    compliments your skin

    you are beautiful

    tonight my love

    you appear as if

    i am in an ecstatic seance

    your eyes

    smiles

    your cheeks

    blushing pink

    and so fine

    your lips

    so sweet

    and a pout

    I wonder how did

    they ever made you so

    regal

    beautiful…

    My bride

    its our wedding tonight

    can you hear

    the song that fills the air?

    can you see

    the candles that lightsa the space

    can you smell

    the fragrant floweresa?

    I love you my bride

    wait till i join your soide

    and i will take you to

    ]the purple aisle

    but first let

    me break into the glass

    that is a wall

    between us.

    bride.

  6. delusion 19.Nov.01 at 2:30 am

    bye…..ia m now taking my leave…thanks for the company.. a one sied company anyway pls. v isit my site and click icy dale for prose and tell me what you think

    it is on its way to finishing school

  7. ppipi 19.Nov.01 at 2:33 am

    i am still here….not dead …not bleeding … crazy me…2t i am going to die…and suicide is painful…hahahaha…….a serious…nutcase…me….

  8. paragon 19.Nov.01 at 2:36 am

    an article for you

    Prologue :: Poems :: Rants :: Revelations :: Pictures :: Downloads :: Epilogue

    I just read an article written by Ann Coulter. I was told that she got

    fired after this article, and I’m not surprised. She was a “syndicated

    columnist” (as she would like to label herself) of the Universal Press

    Syndicate, as well as the Contributed Editor of National Review Online.

    The article is probably still available on the NRO website.

    A rather interesting article, I must say — a good example of extreme

    hatred blended with ignorance. The most intriguing quote for me would

    probably be, “We should invade their countries, kill their leaders and

    convert them to Christianity.”

    Anyway, without further delay — the content (or whatever you’d like to

    call this junk) is here. The heading is “This Is War”, with a little

    line below that reads, “We should invade their countries.”

    The article:

    Barbara Olson kept her cool. In the hysteria and terror of hijackers

    herding passengers to the rear of the plane, she retrieved her cell phone

    and called her husband, Ted, the solicitor general of the United States.

    She informed him that he had better call the FBI — the plane had been

    hijacked. According to reports, Barbara was still on the phone with Ted

    when her plane plunged in a fiery explosion directly into the Pentagon.

    Barbara risked having her neck slit to warn the country of a terrorist

    attack. She was a patriot to the very end.

    This is not to engage in the media’s typical hallucinatory overstatement

    about anyone who is the victim of a horrible tragedy. The furtive cell

    phone call was an act of incredible daring and panache. If it were not,

    we’d be hearing reports of a hundred more cell phone calls. (Even people

    who swear to hate cell phones carry them for commercial air travel.)

    The last time I saw Barbara in person was about three weeks ago. She

    generously praised one of my recent columns and told me I had really

    found my niche. Ted, she said, had taken to reading my columns aloud to

    her over breakfast.

    I mention that to say three things about Barbara. First, she was really

    nice. A lot of people on TV seem nice, but aren’t. (And some who don’t

    seem nice, are.) But Barbara was always her charming, graceful,

    vebullient self. “Nice” is an amazingly rare quality among writers. In

    the opinion business, bitter, jealous hatred is the norm. Barbara had

    reason to be secure.

    Second, it was actually easy to imagine Ted reading political columns

    aloud to Barbara at the breakfast table. Theirs was a relationship that

    could only be cheaply imitated by Bill and Hillary — the latter being a

    subject of Barbara’s appropriately biting bestseller, Hell to Pay.

    Hillary claimed preposterously in the Talk magazine interview that she

    discussed policy with Bill while cutting his grapefruit in the morning.

    Ted and Barbara really did talk politics — and really did have breakfast

    together.

    It’s “Ted and Barbara” just like it’s Fred and Ginger, and George and

    Gracie. They were so perfect together, so obvious, that their friends

    were as happy they were on their wedding day. This is more than the

    death of a great person and patriotic American. It’s a human amputation.

    Third, since Barbara’s compliment, I’ve been writing my columns for Ted

    and Barbara. I’m always writing to someone in my head. Now I don’t know

    who to write to. Ted-and-Barbara were a good muse.

    Apart from hearing that this beautiful light has been extinguished from

    the world, only one other news flash broke beyond the numbingly

    omnipresent horror of the entire day. That evening, CNN reported that

    bombs were dropping in Afghanistan — and then updated the report to say

    they weren’t our bombs.

    They should have been ours. I want them to be ours.

    This is no time to be precious about locating the exact individuals

    directly involved in this particular terrorist attack. Those responsible

    include anyone anywhere in the world who smiled in response to the

    annihilation of patriots like Barbara Olson.

    We don’t need long investigations of the forensic evidence to determine

    with scientific accuracy the person or persons who ordered this specific

    attack. We don’t need an “international coalition.” We don’t need a

    study on “terrorism.” We certainly didn’t need a congressional

    resolution condemning the attack this week.

    The nation has been invaded by a fanatical, murderous cult. And we

    welcome them. We are so good and so pure we would never engage in

    discriminatory racial or “religious” profiling.

    People who want our country destroyed live here, work for our airlines,

    and are submitted to the exact same airport shakedown as a lumberman from

    Idaho. This would be like having the Wehrmacht immigrate to America and

    work for our airlines during World War II. Except the Wehrmacht was not

    so bloodthirsty.

    “All of our lives” don’t need to change, as they keep prattling on TV.

    Every single time there is a terrorist attack — or a plane crashes

    because of pilot error — Americans allow their rights to be contracted

    for no purpose whatsoever.

    The airport kabuki theater of magnetometers, asinine questions about

    whether passengers “packed their own bags,” and the hostile, lumpen

    mesomorphs ripping open our luggage somehow allowed over a dozen armed

    hijackers to board four American planes almost simultaneously on Bloody

    Tuesday. (Did those fabulous security procedures stop a single hijacker

    anyplace in America that day?)

    Airports scrupulously apply the same laughably ineffective airport

    harassment to Suzy Chapstick as to Muslim hijackers. It is preposterous

    to assume every passenger is a potential crazed homicidal maniac. We

    know who the homicidal maniacs are. They are the ones cheering and

    dancing right now.

    We should invade their countries, kill their leaders and convert them to

    Christianity. We weren’t punctilious about locating and punishing only

    Hitler and his top officers. We carpet-bombed German cities; we killed

    civilians. That’s war. And this is war.

    ::

  9. jodi 19.Nov.01 at 10:45 am

    yeah, so this was really kind of cool.

  10. The Nation's Poetic Conscioussness 19.Nov.01 at 3:08 pm

    Your love is like chicken

    it’s finger licken

    I wanna be sticken

    My heart to you.

    -haiku #B