last night i censored myself. obviously it’s bugging me if i’m still thinking about it. i couldn’t sleep. wretched, wretched tossing and turning last night while i pondered Esther Greenwood and her madness. during my…
Browsing Category Insomnia
all you feel is pressure
my shoulders are in knots. i hate being stressed out. i haven’t been this stressed out since. . . well when all that hooha happened in december. before that it was, well, i don’t remember….
accidentally on purpose sorta
so i am drunk, again. well, again because i’ve been drunk before but really i haven’t been drunk or semi-drunk since 2001, well it was christmas eve anyway and does that mean i have a…
oh no, not again!
again, i cannot sleep. everytime i cannot sleep i got into a mini panic attack remembering how i didn’t sleep through most of december and what a wretched ordeal that was. so the longer i…
grown up fairytales
25-Nov-01 11:15 PM Again, I am up when I should be sleeping. I am not sure what the problem is; I have ceased looking for an answer. It’s just something that’s going to happen for…
oh but it gives a lovely light
i invited sleep over for a little bit. just six or seven hours, i wasn’t greedy. i extended this invitation and sleep has not bothered to respond. sleep is taking a lesson from too many…