i came out of the crush closet today. i don’t do this too often. i don’t put myself out there on the line, because when i do it usually ends with me crying, you know ala the Outlaw or just sorta sniffling and feeling sorry for myself ala the TTHM.

but despite all that, i told darlingjason that i had a crush on him. he handled it better than i thought he would. i thought he’d freak out. mostly he doesn’t believe me, because of the distance and all. which, i guess, is understandable. of course that doesn’t stop the crush at all.