he said yes.
i finally asked. of course, it was only after he asked if i was ever gonna ask. it’s all so very confusing. i’ve decided that i have to write iwilldare.com as if the TTHM were not reading it, though i know full well he will. it’s the only way for it work. not too long ago i started obsessing about him reading it and how i would appear and what he would think and what not. so i just stopped writing. but now, i’ve decided that i just write what i want and deal with the consequences, if there are any. he doesn’t often ask me about iwilldare.com, which is weird.
i’ve lost it, after four hours of straight book-editing.