he said yes.
i finally asked. of course, it was only after he asked if i was ever gonna ask. it’s all so very confusing. i’ve decided that i have to write iwilldare.com as if the TTHM were not reading it, though i know full well he will. it’s the only way for it work. not too long ago i started obsessing about him reading it and how i would appear and what he would think and what not. so i just stopped writing. but now, i’ve decided that i just write what i want and deal with the consequences, if there are any. he doesn’t often ask me about iwilldare.com, which is weird.
i’ve lost it, after four hours of straight book-editing.
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Maybe it will be a Cyrano type thing, your writing, his heart. So keep on just being real and let it all out, dare.
Jodi, do you ever listen to “This American Life” on the radio? I just heard this week’s, and the last feature — 17 minutes or so long — reminds me SO much of you! If you want to hear it, it’s on KNOW 91.1 at 9p, tune in at around twenty-minutes to 10 & you should catch the whole thing.