all along i thought it was echniacea i was allergic to. it always gave me this really weird floaty stoned feelings. perhaps i was wrong and it’s chamomile. i’ve finished the calming tea and my head is floating about.

graphicsboy says i’m too open to suggestion, that i only have to half believe.

i think it’s an allergic reaction, or i’m really, really susceptible to herbs and what not. maybe it’s the new diet of vegetables and what not that’s making me super susceptible.

maybe i’ve lost my mind. maybe i’m bleeding. maybe none of it matters.

all i know is that i just laughed until i cried and it was good.