i am restless and not in the mood to work today. i’m going to blame it on the crappy weekend weather and the beautiful monday sunshine.
currently, i am obsessing about all this hideous pinkness. last night i just really, really needed to be a pinkgirl. you know cute and whatnot. it’s so not me. but well, i’ll try to explain it.
i was in the the throes of some serious black sundayness last night. i had convinced myself that i was going to be alone forever and was never gonna have sex again and that nobody loved me. see, sometime yesterday it dawned on me that i haven’t had sex since i was in my 20s– that sent me over the edge. i think that technically makes me a virgin again.
so yeah, something about all the loneliness and boredom and restlessness made me decide pink was good. pink. blech. it’s just so not me. now instead of writing a press release and a newsletter and an e-mail campaign, i want to fix the pinkness. but i can’t really work on it here at work– that’s just well, asking for trouble.
in other news, my ficition class starts on wednesday. i’ve already got first-day-of-school jitters. just thinking about it makes me want to puke. i just hope i’m not too shy. shut up, really i am shy. i just overcompensate by talking a lot.
also, i am starting a new/old writing thing. i’ll let you know more about it when it happens. but i think i might be a little excited about this. maybe.
so when you think of me, what color do you think of?
also, bob mould and husker du make my heart beat with joy and my ears smile.
The pink and the lipstick kisses are pretty girly and flirty. It’s probably a side of you but not the whole you.
You don’t seem to be a very monochromatic person, so maybe you’re wanting more of a spectrum.
But when I think “dare” I think orange.
P.S. Having solo sex for a while is nothing to be ashamed of. A partner will manifest. Maybe he’ll be the cute apartment guy.
i think the rather cute looking guy might have been a figment of my imagination. i haven’t seen him since. boo!
yes. orange. or red. but don’t make your site red, that would be painful.
p.s. i just took my shoes off and my feet are slightly stinky. not gross stinky, just enough to think “whoa, feet smell”.
nah, it’s not gonna be red. i did that already.
also, my feet are always stinky. i have naturally stinky feet.
my feet always used to be stinky, too. but, suuddenly, they weren’t (unless i wore rubbery shoes). feet are weird.
I like the pink.
Hmm, I post that, and now it’s gone. I suppose I’m not to take that personally?
I think you are reds and purples. Occasionally black and blue.