for someone with low self-esteem regarding my appearance, it’s weird that i hear songs like you’re pretty good looking and hot un and think, “yeah, they’re singing about me.”
Date Archives May 2003
i am a dancing monkey
for the one of you clamoring for an update: i’m lonely and that just gives me so much time to think and it’s not all good, it’s not all bad either. i’m just in one…
is there something wrong she said, of course there is. . .
. . . you’re still alive she said. don’t worry. i’m hiding behind a mountain of work to avoid thinking about stuff.
non-stop fun
the sleep and i will not be friends tonight. that much is clear. my eyes kind of feel like they are filled with sand or salt. it’s kind of annoying. since i can’t sleep i…
where does it go?
sometimes i’ll check my mail and i’ll watch the blue bar move to the right, anticipating what could possibly arriving. then i’ll wait, anxiously, for it to appear. i’ll hear the eudora bells announcing the…