i’m mightly lonely tonight. i spent most of the day cooking and cleaning and keeping myself and my mind busy with mindless, physical labor. but now i’m exhausted, in that smug, self-satisfied way that means i did stuff. however, my mind is spinning. thinking and wondering and pouting and wanting.

i’m wondering which of these would make me feel better. this or this.

really i want a hug and to hear a friendly voice. but sadly, i cannot afford either of those things.