Dear Darling Ones, I am frustrated. I’m nearly 50* and not only do I still get crushes on men, I…
Browsing Category Loneliness
The COVID Diaries: If I Had a Pony, I’d Ride it on My Boat
Hi Darling Ones, We like to romanticize the idea of a lone wolf living for nobody but themselves, somebody who…
The COVID Diaries: Most Things are Frivolous & Life Has No Meaning
Hello Darling Ones, My nihilism has reached such epic proportions that I didn’t even watch the Golden Globes last night….
The COVID Diaries: She’ll Be Fine in Awhile
Hi Darling Ones, If I were a different kind of person I’d post that picture of Phyllis (above) with that…
The COVID Diaries: Dying on the Vine
Hey Darling Ones, Instead of being cranky & bored, my brain decided as soon as I opened my eyes this…
The COVID Diaries: Loneliness of the Monster
Dear Darling Ones, For many years I would email or message my pal Vodo (aka Beautiful Robert, aka Sweet Rob,…
The COVID Diaries: Everything is Killing Me
Hello Darling Ones, There are days where the unending monotony of this pandemic drives me to despair. There are days…
The COVID Diaries: I am Unpleasant & Irrational
Hi Darling Ones, I woke up in a pit of loneliness and despair on Friday and I have yet to…
The COVID Diaries: A Total Ripoff
Hi Darling Ones, I’m struggling today. It’s alternately pissing me off and leaving me flat on my back staring up…
The COVID Diaires: A Fortress Around My Heart
Dear Darling Ones, I woke up this morning at 4:18 a.m., my entire body so tightly coiled that I was…