ugh! tonight i am overwhelmed and whenever i get overwhelmed i get lonely. i just feel like there’s too much to do and i’m just one person, i can’t do it all. it’s like i cross off one task and only then can i see the other three that need to get done before i leave for class tomorrow. key messaging, copy editing, homework doing, there’s just too much.

and it doesn’t even end once i leave work. because there’s all that anniversary hoo-ha to complete.

i don’t know if i can do it. the thought of it all is making me sick. it’s making me want to curl into my bed and never come out. i need help and there’s nobody i can even ask.