all along i thought it was echniacea i was allergic to. it always gave me this really weird floaty stoned feelings. perhaps i was wrong and it’s chamomile. i’ve finished the calming tea and my…
Date Archives 2003
drinking the yogi
graphicsboy just chucked a bag of “calming tea” at me. “go drink it, you need it.” “no.” “it will calm you.” “so would heroin.” “look,” he said coming over to where i sat. “just go…
can you stand me on my feet
i’m listening to the old replacements in an effort to cajole myself from the blackness. so far, it’s not working. i can just feel the cloud sitting on the front of my brain right behind…
jodi at 23
from an e-mail i just sent: >> i love eau claire with a passion that one reserves for the person they lost their virginity to. that town, for me, is filled with ghosts and the…
and a rock feels no pain and an island never cries
i’ve turned into an angry rock. nothing can penetrate my crunch youter shell consisting of nothing but undeniable, unexplicable rage. nothing. i am angry at nobody and everybody in general. i cried tonight on the…
time limits
from sister #2: The doctors say Grandma has 3-6 months left. She will be in the hospital for the duration of her radiation treatment. They were going to transport her back and forth from the…