come over! i don’t want to sit alone tonight. i have wine, karamel sutra ice cream and a new episode of dawson’s creek waiting for me when i get home and i’m still dreading going…
Date Archives 2003
why does what i’m saying hurt you?
note to self: reading the former-outlaw’s site is not going to help your aching heart. in fact, it’s just going to make your eyes well up with tears and get frustrated and hurt all over…
to me that thought is sounding so absurd
for someone with low self-esteem regarding my appearance, it’s weird that i hear songs like you’re pretty good looking and hot un and think, “yeah, they’re singing about me.”
i am a dancing monkey
for the one of you clamoring for an update: i’m lonely and that just gives me so much time to think and it’s not all good, it’s not all bad either. i’m just in one…
is there something wrong she said, of course there is. . .
. . . you’re still alive she said. don’t worry. i’m hiding behind a mountain of work to avoid thinking about stuff.
non-stop fun
the sleep and i will not be friends tonight. that much is clear. my eyes kind of feel like they are filled with sand or salt. it’s kind of annoying. since i can’t sleep i…