my neediness has become a nuisance to those that i want to get attention from. i just crave having someone say, “hey, i was just thinking about you and. . .” “oh, i just wanted to talk to you.” you know stuff like that.

it sucks because for some reason i’m feeling really in need of attention. i’m not sure why. i think it happens whenever work gets a little overwhelming. it’s like i need some reassurance that i am more than just a two-bit copywhere. i need someone to tell me that i’m a charming, witty woman with more than just an empty career in her life.

but, sadly, nobody has the time and/or energy to give me a lift. i go it alone and it barely even hurts.