i’m in serious need of an attitude adjustment or a swift kick in the ass. my lame malaise does not seem to want to lift. i’ve just had this general feeling of crabbiness all week and i can’t shake it.

there are brief breaks in the clouds, like when “i will dare” came on the radio during my drive to work. but then the clouds come right back in and i just want to be alone and pout even though there’s nothing to pout about. i just feel generally pouty maybe because i have nothing specific to pout about.

even during sister club i was unusually quiet, holing up in the green room with the kidlings to watch dawson’s creek.

the sisters asked me about the house and well. . . the realtor hasn’t contacted me and i’m not going out of my way to contact them. i’m still unsure. i’m unsure about most everything at the moment.

bleh. this feeling of general apathy just sorta blows.