i have a real problem eating the deformed jellybeans. somehow i’ve decided they are poision or mutated by radiation or something.

also, SEVEN more days until ryan adams.

also last night i had a dream that i drove to a psychatrist because i was in the midst of having a nervous breakdown. i was sitting in the waiting room telling them i needed some help because i was having a nervous breakdown righthisminute. then my cell phone rang and i told whomever was on the other end that i would be a little late because i had to finish having my nervous breakdown.

what on earth could that mean?