here’s my to do list for the weekend:

start and finish the web site i “got” my parents for christmas
get cheese and crackers for christmas dinner
make (or purchase) some sort of edible desert that does not involve fruit spooj
write a love letter to Chuck Klosterman
get some sleep
stop letting this jason hatch y-s.com thing burn inside of me and brew and stink. because that’s what it’s doing and the more i think about the angrier and tenser i get. one of these days i am going to be one of those people who can just let things go. but i don’t think it’s going to happen tonight because i can feel all the anger just gathering and it’s all hanging out in my shoulders which keep tightening and tightening with every letter i type and every breath i take.

ok, ok. i think i’ve cooled down again. at least my face isn’t burning anymore. i really could just rant and rant and rant about this, but i don’t want to bore you my darling ones. but if you want to hear the whole sordid story you are more than welcome to e-mail or bug me online (because lord knows i’ll be spending a hell of time here this weekend [see #1 on to do list]).

in the meantime, i think i’ll go spend some more time falling in love with Klosterman.