my bellyaches and this insomnia is kicking my ass. here, it’s not even 8 and i want to go to bed for the night.

fat lot of good it would do me. last night what passed for sleep was some sort of bizarre nap-type stuff, interrupted by sweat soaked spells of alertness. it was really odd. nothing makes me crabbier than waking up all sweaty. especially when i am waking up all sweaty alone. not even an orgasm to blame the sweat on, that really sucked.

i am hoping and praying that tonight will be different. i didn’t drink hardly any caffeine today. i will do yoga in a bit, no food after 7. maybe i’ll take a warm shower.

then i should be able to sleep, right?

right?