on crying wednesday mornings, i like to read a little dooce (this link is for the completely clueless) to cheer me up.
Date Archives 2004
five for my lonely
it’s been awhile since i cried myself awake. looks to me to about a year or so. but tonight i cried. i haven’t cried like this in a good long time. sure i’ve done my…
failed again
i’ve done it again. once again my words have failed me. as i wrote something that i thought would explain how i’m feeling, would tell you where i’m coming from, i was hurting the one…
lately i’ve been wishing i had one desire
a list before the 3:30. 1. i need to read Why Europeans are getting taller and taller and Americans aren’t. 2. must seriously consider moving to amsterdam 3. i have a stomachache like you wouldn’t…
i’m a girl mostly made of pain
oh, i’ve got it. i had a dream last night, a beautiful, sad, melancholy dream. i think the dream has washed over the day, tinting it a foggy blue. the dream was so dimestore dream…
i’d give me away
i’m wearing a melancholy coat today. i miss the sunshine today. i feel sort of sad about something, though i’m not sure what it is. perhaps it’s just the unbearable weight of my utter loneliness…