you will be happy to know that i’ve figured out how to get the assy taste of cold-eze out your mouth. . . chocolate chip cookies. it’s the only thing that worked– and i had onions, peppers, zucchini and other such stinky things for dinner.

in other news, we’re really happy for the delete key tonight. it’s hard having emotions that flit through you faster than really fast things we can’t find an analogy for. it oftentimes makes me look like an ass, this flightyness.

a few weeks ago while ranting about something to my NBFB he refused to take my side in a situation where it was very clear that my side was the only side to be taken. he said, “you know you can be kinda difficult sometimes.”

i was stunned and threw my large mocha right in his face. or i thought about it, but then i thought that might be difficult.

the TTHM has complained that sometimes it’s hard to keep up with the mood shifts. that oftentimes he’s pondering something i said or felt two days ago, and i forgot about it 10 minutes after i felt it.

but tonight, tonight, i was smart. tonight i was saved by the bell and instead of pouring out my conflicted confused heart, i wrote it all down and didn’t click save. instead i got up, walked around, laid on the bed, and then came back and pressed delete. and i’m so glad i did.