i was feeling really quite low earlier. i’m feeling marginally better tonight. the TTHM told me not to take the forgetting so personally. “they’re fucks,” he said. and he’s right. their unthoughtfulness has nothing to do with me as a person and everything to do with them. i just need to remember that.

if i can just finish writing this thing for work and then take a hot, hot shower, i’ll be much much better.