the last time there were widespread layoffs at work, i didn’t sleep for roughly a month. granted, the layoffs happend at the same time my former webhost gave me a bunch of trouble.
but, i’m not sleeping tonight. my mind is reeling once again.
this shouldn’t take me by such surprise. i’ve been through it once already. but i’m still just as stunned and shocked as when the layoffs happened before. i’m quite lucky and thankful that i am still employed. if i lost my job i’d be seriously hosed and probably end up moving in with one of the sisters.
the thought of that makes me want to cry.
it’s just something about these kinds of events that make me question every part of my life. everything that’s going on and how i’m looking at things and what i can do to make things better.
of course i have no ideas yet, but i’m thinking about it.