it’s a liz phair sort of day here. if i start diving into the ani difranco you might want to send in the troops. i’m most needy and lonely today, on this bright fall-like day.

all the work stress of the past few weeks has thrown me off and i think i am in the throes of pms. which is not fair at all. at least things have calmed down.

but i’m still sad and lonely. i hope to rectify that by spending the night with the only boy on the planet who adores me– max. well, and jaycie will be there too. but the princess doesn’t adore me half as much as max does. if max could spend most of his time hanging out with me he would.

i wish i could find a grown-up size like max. some man who thought i was jsut the epitome of all good womanly things and who missed me when i wasn’t around and who had absolutely no problem showing his affection and at the same time could occupy himself when he needs to and cuddle with me when i need to. yeah, and one that wasn’t related. that’s the key. adult and unrelated.