being a worrywart with an over-active imagination is never a good thing. whenever i expect to hear from someone and i don’t, my brain is sent into a tailsping imagining all the horrors that might have befallen someone i care for.

it doesn’t help that i have this really weird notion that if i don’t worry enough about a situation that the worst possible scenario will come of the situation i am worrying about. i much rather chide myself about worrying too much than be angry that i didn’t worry enough thus causing the worst possible outcome.

yeah, i know it doesn’t make sense. but it works for me and my odd superstitious mind.