ok, so i had a weird dream about the TTHM last night and it’s still sorta bugging me. see, in the dream i was sleeping on my couch. not the fabulous blue couch but the grey couch (not to be confused with the greyer couch) that i had when i first met the TTHM. so i was sleeping on the grey couch underneath the gay pride blanket (that’d be the rainbow-colored blanket i made all by myself with my own two hands). anyway, in the dream i wake up to find the TTHM standing above me. i have no idea how he got in or why he’s there, but he leans over and kisses me on the forehead. i said something like, “what are you doing here?” and he said something back that i can’t remember. he was really sort of unTTHM like, all quiet and somber and not all booming voice and big laughter. it was sorta eerie. for some reason i asked him to lay down with me, and he did. we were all arms and legs and rainbow blanket on the greyer couch. we lay there for a bit, and then he kissed me on the lips, got up, and said he was going to use my computer. i totally freaked out, jumping up and demanding he give me a minute to straighten up my desk. i told him to go in the bathroom for a minute while i cleaned up.

so i moved some papers from the desk and hid them in the cupboard above the refrigerator. then i went to go get him out of the bathroom. when i got there he was standing really still against the bathroom wall with his shirt off, starring at himself in the mirror.

then i woke up.