i just talked to sister #3, it seems i had more people worried about me recently than i had first thought.

she dreamt that someone called her and said “SUICIDE” and then she couldn’t get a hold of me. she panicked.

the TTHM couldn’t get a hold of me on thursday night, because i had managed to knock my phone off the hook and not noticed. he didn’t panic but he was more than a little concerned. last night he worried about me driving home so late.

i worry it’s all eerie foreshadowing of my untimely demise. or it’s karmic payback for all the worrying i do over the people i care for. strange. it makes me feel strange, and oddly, cared for.

now, i am off to sister #3’s to play with the kidlings and when i get home, i promise, i will write — more than you probably want to read.