i feel like a 3-day old helium balloon. most of my helium has leaked out and i’m bobbing around half-heartedly 3-feet from the ground– not even enough energy to just sink to the ground and rest.

i’m walking around in a half-mopey dreamlike state. i keep wondering if maybe i’m not trapped in an epic bad dream. but then i don’t very often have dreams about writing iwilldare.com entries. so i must be a mistake.

will i ever feel worthy again?