am i worth it?

ditto.

the quickest, most effective way to hurt me is to ignore me. you can say evil things to me about me, and i can take it. i am tough. in fact, i prefer someone telling me to go to hell or to kiss off to icy silence. i don’t like not knowing where i stand. i hate being shut off, closed out, ignored. it makes me feel alone, like the rug’s been pulled out from underneath me. i question myself and what i believe. i question my goodness as a person and my worthiness. it sucks.

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5 Comments

  1. liza 11.Nov.01 at 3:21 am

    i think i might’ve commented to one of your posts a while back, but i’m doing it again after re-stumbling across your site. this is just a note to say i really enjoy your writing and am envious of your dedication to reading. i plan to bookmark your page and become a follower. don’t worry, i’m too lazy to stalk…

  2. liza again 11.Nov.01 at 3:22 am

    oh, and i definitely think you are worth it.

  3. jena 11.Nov.01 at 7:59 am

    all i can say really is, me three. oh so definately me three.

  4. andrea 11.Nov.01 at 8:56 am

    well, it’s good to know i’m not the only one… *hugs for all of us*

  5. Edge 12.Nov.01 at 4:57 pm

    me also.