The worst part about finding out that I’m losing my job in a few months is that it has caused my ADD to go into hyperdrive. I have to keep apologizing to people while I’m speaking with them because I lose my train of thought mid-sentence. I’m lucky that the only people I’ve spoken with today are other co-workers who are in the same boat. I guess this is one of the side effects of having your mind blown.
It’s been an interesting experience so far. Kind of surreal. People keep asking me if I’m okay. Then the next question they ask is what I’m going to do. Like I fucking know. It’s been just over 24 hours since I found out, and I’m not much of a planner, much less a contingency planner.
Perhaps they’re just trying to make conversation because they don’t know what else to say. Perhaps, I might just shut up and go to bed because this whole ordeal has made me incredibly tired.