i just went from zero to superbitchy in like 45 seconds. i’m not kidding. it was probably the weirdest thing i’ve ever felt in my own psyche. i was just sitting here minding my own business, looking at some award-winning ad campaigns on the web and then KAPOW! superbitch took over. i was listening as the director of direct direct asked seamus if he’d like to fill in for another coworker who will be going on maternity leave. it outraged me. i was fuming.
and i don’t know why. it’s not like i want to do the job or that i’d even be particularly good at it. and really, i’m totally not willing to give up the summer o’slack to do something new.
but for some reason it upset me to no end. i immediately hit monster and started planning a new course for the future– the new course included quitting my job RIGHT NOW and going back to school, taking a part time job somewhere else, moving to chicago, duluth, or denver (denver?), and seeing if i could get a job at Barnes & Noble (which would be perfectly sane considering that I can hardly go into B&N without throwing some sort of spazzy hissy fit).
then just as i was about to explode into frustrated tears, i looked at the calendar. today’s the 27th which means that PMS has arrived right on time. and suddenly, that made things all better. hooey, we’re gonna have a rough week.