it’s official i’m in a funk. i think the worries that i can’t talk about regarding the place of employment are really really bringing me down. totally bringing me down. there are big changes lurking here in the fortress of supergeniushood. big changes. big changes are scary and make you get lost in a deluge of what ifs. what ifs, that when you are in a funk, never, ever, not ever turn out happy.

it’s one of those things that you know is going to change everything so you worry about it constantly and then when you catch yourself having a blissful worry free moment, you freak right out because you are clearly not worrying about this enough and if something bad happens it’s all your fault for not worrying enough.

you know what i mean?

of course the funk is being helped along grandly by my lack of eating thus far today and no ingested caffiene. even as i sit here yelling at myself about how bad it is to not eat for an entire day, i still get nothing to eat. i can’t decide what i want, well besides a nap. but then i already had one of those today and two would just make me greedy.

i think i ought to make a new rule, kinda like not posting while drunk. shouldn’t post on no food and no caffiene. it’s just bad for business.