since my hormones were filled with rage and my badittude wasn’t helping matters at all, i decided it would be a good idea to work from home this afternoon. now, here in my humble abode, i can suffer alone. which isn’t good because i feel lonely and yet anti-social at the same time. it’s like i want someone here to coddle me, only so i can push them away in anger. how sick is that? yeah, i know, it’s plenty sick. but it’s honest. thankfully the rage will die down in a few days.