i’m having a rough day again. work is kicking my ass and i’m turning into a big baby. i’m the only copywriter we have, i write lots and lots of copy. plus newsletters, tutorials, books — i write most everything that comes out of this company short of personal e-mails, and sometimes i even get roped into doing that.
and really, i’m hard worker, i don’t mind it so much. just sometimes, sometimes i can’t take it all. i can’t just keep giving and giving and givng. sometimes i need some props. i need someone to pat me on the head and say “good job jodi!” “thank you.”
and when i go for so long without getting that, it makes me want to cry. and then it all just tumbles over everyother part of my life where i feel like nobody appreciates me and i don’t matter and nobody sees how good i am or could be if they only noticed.