friendboy: why won’t you seek your dad
friendboy: don’t answer if too personal
GeminiMat: fear of rejection
GeminiMat: he’s rejected me once, i don’t think i could handle it right now if he rejected me again
friendboy: ok
GeminiMat: i have real issues about men and love. mostly because my biological father gave me up and my adopted dad never loved me as much as my sisters. so i have this neurotic belief that maybe it’s all because men can’t love me.