i have serious reason to believe that tonight really is my last night of monday night bowling. of course, i have been saying that for the past two weeks. . . so i am not going to get excited until it’s really over. keep your fingers crossed for me.

however, there is tragedy in bowling land. seems al, whom i love, is moving to the wednesday night league. how can he do this to me? it’s a pathetic school-girl crush on a my dad’s best friend. but i love al. he’s the best. he’s one of those men that appeals to the little girl in me. he’s a policeman and he used to be the fire cheif. *sigh* plus, he’s just an all around nice, nice man. what’s not to love? damnit why can’t i be 20 years older and he be single?