stop and smell the smoke

it’s official. i’m burnt out. i’m also 12 minutes lates for the bowling alley. i’ve been working non-stop since i got back from vacation– and every one knows you always need a few days to recuperate from vacations.

i’m losing it.

i tried to sit here for 10 minutes just to breathe and not feel bad for just sitting for 10 minutes. but after three minutes, i opened my eyes and all i say was a messy apartment and messy hair and well, i’d like to be all dramatic and say a messy life. but i don’t even have that. because my life is too empty at the moment to be messy.

all i do is go to work and go to bed. there’s no time for anything else, and that’s frustrating and depressing me. i just need a couple days off. one to clean and then one to sit and just do nothing. to enjoy my clean apartment and not think about work and maybe take a nap.

i don’t think that’s going to be happening anytime soon.

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5 Comments

  1. Wes 02.Mar.03 at 8:42 pm

    what about saturday and sunday? what’s busy then?

  2. jodi 02.Mar.03 at 10:05 pm

    i’ve been working the bowling tournaments for the past three weeks.

  3. Bonny 03.Mar.03 at 8:49 am

    Jodi, take a couple of sick days!, before you actually stress out & get sick.

  4. dainec 03.Mar.03 at 8:54 am

    I agree with Bonny. You need some down time NOW. Don’t wait to get sick for real… take some mental health days.

  5. Missy 07.Mar.03 at 8:34 pm

    I get so sick of hearing people like you whine. If you have so little time, make some. You only live once don’t spend the last days of your life wishing you had done something more than work and sleep.