i wonder if the complete joy and satisfaction i feel when i pay all my bills will ever wear off. i remember a time when i had to pick and choose which bills were paid. now, i just love, love, love that i can pay them all off when they are due and still have money left over. i wonder if this is a sign that i am an adult. but then i think a real adult wouldn’t be so tickled by doing what they are supposed to do.