ok. i still can’t sleep. my lungs feel like they are filled with cotton. my chest is very heavy. i bet this is the delayed payback for all the fun i had tuesday. rats! i’ve managed to work myself into quite a tizzy here. i’ve decided that getting clyde fixed is going to be a big expensive pain in the ass. i’ve also decided that when i got to the doctor on friday i will have not gotten any better and they will put me in the hospital and nobody will come visit and i won’t get to work and i won’t be able to pay my rent and. . . well, that’s all the further i got in my tale of woe before i started to cry really hard and then that made me cough so i came out here to find my nerdy inhaler which made me cry all the harder. i think i am gonna take that crappy bad-kool-aid-tasting cough syrup with codeine and see if it can’t lull me to sleep.