grrrr. . . i am so naive. really, i am. for as tough and badass as i want to appear. i am just a giant sucker. and i know this about myself. but i never, ever learn. should i be mad at the person who made me a fool? or is it my fault for believing sweet nothings? i tend to blame myself. i am cynical when it comes to most everything except matters of the heart. of course, it’s those matters where i am constantly having the wool pulled over my eyes. i am 28 years old and i’ve behaved like a love-starved teenager. i feel so dumb.