tonight, i am so alone and lonely, i think my heart is breaking. it doesn’t help that i am about waist-deep in self-pity or that i had just enough to drink to make me tired and crabby.
what i can tell you is that i would have given everything i own to have one person, just one single person to come home with/to tonight. one person who would have been happy to see me arrive here. tomorrow, i will smile but tonight i want someone to rub my back as i cry myself to sleep.
bleh, self-pity ain’t pretty.