and suddenly the weight was lifted from my shoulders and the blindfold taken from my eyes and there was light, glorious light.

so i don’t know what in the hell has happened. perhaps there’s been a cosmic shift in the universe. maybe some planet is in the proper house in my chart. maybe it’s the Ides of March and that means that we’re a few short weeks away to spring and the long winter will be over.

i don’t know what it is, but i feel so damn good today it’s unbelieveable. i feel like i’m back in my skin for the first time since october, and it fits and feels right and for reasons that i cannot explain i can’t seem to stop smiling, and it doesn’t even have anything to do with listening to Material Issue (though they are a sure bet to make me smile because the song Valerie Loves me always reminds me of one the happiest small moments in my life).