ishy. i am feeling generally ishy tonight. not real swell, but not sick either. i dunno what my problem is. i think it’s all this getting up at 6:30 a.m. on the weekends business. if that’s not enough to make one feel ishy, i don’t know what is.

so i’ve completed day 2 of the new job. so far, so good. thus far, i am timid new girl. i don’t like when i am timid new girl. but what else can i be? i am just trying to figure out how i fit in and what my niche will be. it’s sorta uncomfortable right now, but i think it will just be a matter of getting used to the new group and my job. it’s a big change and it’s scary. but i like that.

so yeah, i think i am gonna be heading to bed. i was trying to rearrange my sleep schedule to see if i couldn’t become a morning person. it’s not working. this might be one of those things you just can’t change. maybe morning/night personness is a biological/genetic thing. that’s what i am banking on.