i took a little hiatus from life today. i think i really needed it. i didn’t fall asleep until after 3:30 and when the alarm clock went off at 7 i started crying and crying. i didn’t think i would ever stop.

so i didn’t go to work. i stayed home and did nothing. i did so much nothing my mind is reeling at all the time wasted. i think that’s the problem with me and sleep. i am worrying too much about all the stuff i think i should be doing, when really i should be sleeping.

today was delightful. i wrapped presents, i took out the garbage, i did dishes, i chatted with funny young men on the internet who make me smile, i watched dawson’s creek and ate spaghetti.

that was my day and now i am exhausted– can barely keep my eyes open exhausted. so i am going to bed, wish me luck.