for various and sundry reasons that aren’t clear to me, listening to The Smiths today is making me feel oddly calm. this is really quiote odd considering i’ve spent most of the day just raging against the machine in a really sort of simmering with anger sort of way that is probably quite unhealthy. but you know, at least i got the rage to keep me awake. which is good, because i should be really more tired than i am at the moment.