i turned off the the “Come Feel Me Tremble” DVD and sat down at my desk around 7:30 tonight.

i blinked and now it’s nearly 10 o’clock.

that was fucking magical. i got so totally engrossed in my own world, a world i created that i lost track of time. now i’m on some sort of weird, weird writer’s high.

this, this is almost as good as i remember sex being.