i surrender.
the ooginess that is work has gotten to me. the tension in my shoulders has not dissipated in nearly a week. i got an e-mail from the former marketing director and i nearly cried. the tension between drew (the new bossboss) and sandy (my boss) is unbearable. i feel like a kid whose parents are getting a divorce and making me choose sides.
suzanne vega sang tom’s diner a cappela on the the Cities 97 traffic jam whilst i was driving home and i sobbed like a baby. i called 8 for my fellow-commuters fuckwits, which is most unlike me.
it’s 9:30 and i am so exhausted i can barely keep my eyes open.
the highlight of my day was a wacky conversation about pizza and pizza delivery guys.
tonight i will cry myself to sleep.
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it’s not sadness, it’s total, utter frustration.
i heard that traffic jam too… it was wonderful.
*hug*
I know how you feel. I lost some of my favorite people in our last round of layoffs and it took a month (at least) for the anger to subside and for me to really be able to get back to work.