big sack of weirdness

First off, you should all know that I am listening to cheap trick. Not only am I listening to cheap trick, I had to go search and download some cheap trick to listen to. Yes, I am sure you’re amazed by my indie-cred and whatnot.

Argh! I am driving myself absolutely batty. . . we’re talking full-on bullgoose loony today. I’ve got this thing, this thing that is nagging at the back of my mind. I don’t want to think about it, I just want to put it all out of my head, but I can’t stop. Then whenever I find myself thinking about it, I get angrier and angrier with myself.

I am easily swayed by the power of words, especially the written word. this is problem number one. Problem number two is that I hold 32 titles for conclusion jumping. When jumping to conclusions becomes an Olympic sport, I’ll be the gold medal winning, undefeated champion of the universe. Problem number three I’ve and overactive imagination. Problem number four, incessant curiosity. My first word was why, my last word will probably why. 87% of the 340,309,502,395,398 words in between will probably be why.

So now I am sick of writing this entry. There is a lot I want to say, but I am just a big jumble of misfiring synapses right now. I am doing stuff that is making me angry and I am worrying about stuff I really ought not worry about. You know? I am just a big, goofy sack of weirdness today.

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2 Comments

  1. andrea 08.Jun.01 at 1:58 pm

    Jodi, you’re making my head spin. Whatever it is, I hope you stop being angry at yourself soon. There’s nothing good about being angry with yourself.

    (hug)

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  2. paige 08.Jun.01 at 11:39 pm

    That’s the truth. Hard as it is to stop – believe me, I know the space you’re in. I go there ALL the time and it sucks! I have all sorts of remedies if you’re interested.

    Reply

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