it’s like the past before my eyes and nothing is going my way

i finally sucked it up and called the TTHM. i was sick of the way the whole ordeal was sitting on the front of my brain blocking out everything else.

sadly, he was not overjoyed to hear from me. in fact he was utterly distracted and it sounded as though i took him by surprise. it’s as though i chose the worst possible time to call.

he didn’t give me an answer, i felt like i was putting him on the spot. i told him he didn’t have to go, it was ok to say no, i just needed to know.

he said he would call tomorrow. so i guess tomorrow i’ll know one way or another.

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5 Comments

  1. Bonny 12.Oct.03 at 4:00 pm

    You did the right thing, Jodi.

  2. dainec 12.Oct.03 at 8:42 pm

    I agree.

  3. jodi 12.Oct.03 at 9:05 pm

    thanks. i hate to admit it, but i do miss him like crazy. i miss the way he makes me laugh.

  4. Calli 13.Oct.03 at 3:22 am

    I’m so pissed at him right now! You know, what’s really shitty is that he -knows- what you went through when the Outlaw pulled this shit.

    I don’t know why some men have to act like assholes. I don’t think I know one women who hasn’t had at least one guy do this!

  5. wendy 13.Oct.03 at 5:41 pm

    No all men do not do that. I have never had that happen to me. Some men have weird attitudes towards women like, if a woman likes them they have to play games. I don’t stick around too long with guys who act like that.